It has been 8 years since you left us mother and now that its your special day how I wish that we could celebrate it at once. But that is too wishful thinking. Your loss left half of our lives empty, it is really hard without a mom in the house, no inter mediator when everyone are at their utmost temper! No one to talk to, no one to take care of us that only mom can do. The passion of a mother, that is being terribly missed! So many things changed, the feeling of regret resurface every time I think of things that you can never and never experienced since you are alive. It was more of sufferings, and I know you did that for us but I think we somehow given justifications to that. On the other hand I am happy that you are with GOD because with him you are freed from burdens. I hate the moment when I saw you being bed ridden because of cancer, your aura were totally different from your normal, but now no more pain mother, no more treatments. It is long over... You are lucky because you are in better and safer place.
I missed you so much nanay, no one can replace you. I've got so many stories for you. You are the best mother ever! I am just hoping that you are happy with what we have become. The time will come that we'll be meeting mother and when that time comes please hug me tight.. One more thing, for now please let me see you in my dreams.. Promise I won't be afraid, hehehe! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANAY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! See u on Sunday!!!!!
